LIVE or HEAVEN
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Last published Mon, Oct 13, 2014
What shall I do?
My parents abuse me...
I don't fit in the school...
No one likes me...
My siblings cannot stand me at all...
No one talks to me...
There is no point of living anymore... Is there?
But... I noticed... Amongst the clouds... Someone is waiting for you to come into their life...
Like Brent... The one and only person who loves me...
He saves my life but does his story match the devil's story living in my sleep?
Who do I trust?
I don't know anymore...
Does the devil ride me to death?
Or does Brent save me just in time before my death arrives? Who knows...?
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