Torn

I wipe my tears away with the back of my hand.
Kie? Why are you crying?" JJ whispered, using his thumb to wipe away the tears streaming down my face.
"Because JJ! I don't know! I'm just, always sad now, and I don't know how to control it, and it's taking over my life! I just want it to end! I-I can't deal with it anymore!"
"Can I try to help?" He asks, his voice soft, and his hand still resting on the side of my face.
"Sure." I laugh, "I don't know if there is anything you can do but you can try."
He leans in and presses his lips against mine, and it takes me by surprise,but...this time, I don't fight back...