Lucid Dreamer (short story) Completed

GxG story

do you believe in lucid dream?

Masarap magmahal at mahalin, yung tipong wala ka nang hahangarin pa dahil punong puno na ang puso mo. Masarap sa pakiramdam ang may minamahal at may nagmamahal, kung saan pareho at sabay nyong paplanuhin ang inyong mga pangarap at hangarin sa buhay na magkasama.

Ngunit napakahirap pala at napakasakit tanggapin sa damdamin ang pagkawala ng minamahal mo sa di inaasahang pangyayari. Yung tipong masaya kayong magkasama, nakaplano na ang lahat tapos biglang may isang pangyayari na hindi niyo inaasahan at walang wala sa hinuha nyo na pwedeng mangyari.

Until that pains turn to despiration, kung saan darating ka sa punto ng buhay mo na hindi mo namamalayan nawawala ka na pala sa path. At ang tangi mo lang magagawa upang kalimutan ang sakit ay forgetting and denying the fact that you're in extreme pain. In order to do that, we convinced ourself, our hearts and our mind that it is not happening. We keep on rejecting the fact of losing someone we love the most, until we get to the point that we convinced ourself to believe on lies that we, ourselves made just to escape the pain that we've going through for losing someone we love.

Because of the painful reality and unacceptable fact that they are no longer here with us. We cannot let go of their memories, that's why we chosed to live on their memories.