My Mind's Abyss
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(Sometimes there's a chappie where I go mental and curse left and right, and farther in there's a FNiA short with some... meh.. content...
DON'T BLAME ME THOMAS REQUESTED IT AND IT WAS 11 AT NIGHT I RLY SHouldn't be up at 11 pm...)
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