I don't understand the mysteries of my own life. I felt played and betrayed. I am fond of acting strong and tough in facing the battle ahead of me, but deep inside the robust character in front of many people lies the fragile and paralyzed figure of my persona. I see nothing but obscure in the dusk, the flame that once burn inside me finds its way to shut off and vanished.Despite everything, I saw my safe haven which stayed in the middle of my darkness and chaotic life. He stay but I failed doing the same thing and left him, however one thing is for sure, he became the star that illuminates my path in the uncertainty of the obscured dusk. Little by little the secrets unmasked the veil and the lies that once ruined me became my greatest escape.
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Dearest,
I got lost in your eyes and I have no intention leaving your side. Come and save me because I'm slowly drowning, my love.
TOTGA (Candy Stories #4) (Published under Bliss Books)
54 parts Complete
54 parts
Complete
Engineering students Pfifer and Ivan know that what they have is something special. Without a proper label between them plus an ugly twist of fate, can they manage to be together in the end--or will they remain as each other's TOTGA and nothing more?
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May feelings na laging nandiyan, nakaabang kung kailan magpapapansin. Nakaabang kung kailan ako titisurin sa mga pamilyar na kanta, lugar, at salita. Magpapaalala sa isang mukha na hindi ko naman gano'n kakabisado pero pamilyar. Magpapaalala sa mga dating pakiramdam.
Malalaman mo raw kung sino ang The One That Got Away mo kapag narinig mo 'yong salita at nakaalala ka ng iisang tao lang; nakatisod ka ng mga dating pakiramdam; nangulila ka sa mga nakaraang saya; nakaalala ka ng mga pamilyar na sakit.
Sabi, time heals wounds at distance makes one forget. Bakit parang hindi naman effective? Bitbit ko pa rin lahat ng what if. Hindi pa rin ako makatakas sa maraming sana.
Ako ba ang bumitiw o siya? Tapos na ba kami talaga?
Ang sarap magtanong kaso...wala nga palang kami noon.
Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish.