Changing Carter

You see, I always thought I’d be the one with no “other half” or soulmate. By the way I was treated at school, I just took myself to be one of “them”. One of the losers. I had always been way to socially awkward and usually just sat at the lunch table by myself. I would look around and see everyone sitting around their friends, laughing and carrying on. Some people I see looking at me and snickering. Could this get any worse?