Somehow it did not seem real, how the dog went missing or the boy committed suicide You feel like someday the dog will bark again and the boy will be saved It all just feels fake but when it happens to you, it feels like it will never end, like the sun will never shine and the dog will never bark! The boy you thought you would never again stays on your mind and the only thing you can try and tell yourself and make yourself believe it that it is not real.