Crushed Secrets {Phan AU}

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Reads 1,484
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Parts 5
Time 23m

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What happens when two people, who you would think are complete opposites, are assigned a project that will change their view on each other?

Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Bullying, Abuse
*Also some smut btw*All Rights Reserved

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Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)

In Another Life (Dan and Phil X Reader) by Liv4Writing

You've lived most of your teenagerhood as a major fan of Dan and Phil, and a proud member of the Phandom (shipping them or not, your choice.) You wake up one day to find yourself seemingly inserted into Dan's life as his best friend, and the next day inserted into Phil's life. You alternate being your two favorite YouTubers' best friend. Finally, you notice that Dan and Phil are notably absent from each other's lives: they've never met. You're torn between wanting to bring the two YouTubers together to create the amazing Phandom, but you also want to continue spending your life with them. And on top of that, you only have room for one life- Dan or Phil? Note: Please read the whole story! It won't make sense if you skip chapters.

Daniel Howell- hey Philip Lester- ...who is this? Daniel Howell- I'm Dan... how are you? ----------------------------------- =•=Phan=•=

"Why are you always so sad and gloomy?" "What's so wrong with being sad?" "Everything."

Danisnotonfire and amazingphil imagines by sunflower-leoo

I write Dan and Phil imagines. I'll also do phan imagines, I write smut and request are open

Phil's different. Always has been, always will be. He has the ability to change his form at will, and has got involved in some dangerous situations because of it. Dan's just a kid trying to get through high school so he can get into college, but so many people are intent on making that difficult for him. But despite that massive difference, they have so much in common, and when they meet by chance, their worlds changes forever. Trigger Warning: Homophobia, depression, self harm, bullying, abuse

Just Friends ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

I'm straight. I have always been straight. My fans like to ship me with my best friend and roommate, Philip Lester.... But we're only friends. We've lived together for a couple of years and ever since we first met, our fans have been trending "Phan" all over social media. I love Phil... But as a friend.....Only as a friend. We're just friends.

$YouTube • phan {Sequel} by phan_muke$

Sequel to "Kik | phan" since everyone wanted one! "Hello guys Jamie here! And this is my YouTube channel" Dan and Phil got married and adopted two beautiful children. At the age of 15 Jamie, their daughter decided to start her own YouTube channel. But soon started to receive hate for her parents being gay and other things. Dan and Phil don't realize it because they are so busy with their own career and raising their son , Dil, who has schizophrenia. How will Jamie be able handle it all alone? {COMPLETED} **NO SMUT** **TRIGGER WARNING**

Just the beginning (Dan Howell X Reader) ON PAUSE by Flowersandwine

*EDITING* You're a youtuber with over one million subs. And you've been watching dan and phil since you were 12. But what happens when you and your friend move to the other side of london and something unexpected happens.

Finding the Phandom: A Dan and Phil AU by AmberIssues0

Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

How to Help Howell?

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)

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