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grieving for the living

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Time 3h 47m

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when you're on tour together and practically sleeping on top of each other, it's not unusual for the other person to notice you're sick before you do. however, when you're on hiatus, living alone, and far more stubborn than you give yourself credit for, you brush off a nosebleed here and there, ignore muscle weakness so severe that you can't get out of bed, and vomiting before breakfast just becomes part of your routine. you adapt because that's what you've been told to do all your life, and you'll be damned if you start breaking the rules now. 

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harry's sick, but this time, it's not just the flu that won't go away.All Rights Reserved

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Crashing Down |L.S|

Louis and Harry try to celebrate their 2 year anniversary but what happens when life throws something at you and causes your life to come crashing down? Do you sit back and watch you loved ones get hurt? Or do you step up and take action so that you can recover? TRIGGER WARNING mentions of drinking, smoking, blood, hospital, eating, self-harm, anxiety and things associated with being in a car crash. If any of the above topics trigger you, please proceed with caution. There is a trigger warning at the beginning of the chapter that involves self-harm, as I know how triggering it can be to read something like that. Please proceed with caution.