Long Way To Hell

Every day I was with her, she treated me like shit, she cheated, she played me, she laughed in my face when I found out. The pain is too strong to handle, the cuts were too deep, the blood was too much, my life was overwhelming. I couldn't handle it anymore, when I lost her, all I had left, was a blade. Thinking about why she would ever to that to me.

I should have seen this coming, but I didn't, I was too attached, I fell inlove thinking it was the right thing to do. I felt like I was on the train to hell and it was never ending. When she did this to me, I felt like nobody would ever want me. No one would ever think of me as something more than a regular person.
Until..

I was feeling lonely, so I invited over a friend, when I was home alone. We talked & talked for hours, and I poured my heart out to her, and I realized "wow. I'm inlove with my bestfriend. How could this happen?" I had a feeling come over me she was the one and sense that day we have been together and happy.