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Parts 17
Time 2h 55m

alexgaskarth alltimelow depression jackbarakat riandawson selfharm suicide triggerwarning violence zackmerrick

Annaliese is stuck. She has no friends, an abusive father and a petrified mother. Will she find someone she can trust to help her? Or will it be too late... Featuring the boys of All Time Low in senior year at High School, with self harm, violence and possibly suicide. Story is currently unfinished, so please keep checking back to see when new pages are uploaded!All Rights Reserved

alexgaskarth alltimelow depression jackbarakat riandawson selfharm suicide triggerwarning violence zackmerrick

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Can't You See by KSPerson

All Time Low fanfiction, therefore, only the story is mine and the characters within it are not. All used images and lyrics belong to their respectable owners/artists. Pairing: Jalex Rating: NC-17 Warnings: Swearing, drinking, self-hate, abuse, sad themes, forced sexual activities, and consensual sexual activities. It's hard watching a man you barely know constantly getting rejected. It's harder when he's now your best friend and you watch this each weekend. It's hardest when you balance between loving him and hating yourself while watching. And. it. all. sucks.

I Need You To Feel Again by kellicrkings

Jack is 17, dealing with Anxiety, Depression, and Problems with his parents, his problems started to take over his lIfe. Everything was crumbling until he started hanging out with Alex. He's always been attracted to him, but in photography class he feels pushed towards him. He lets His guard down, and things start to get better for him, Alex is his ray of sunshine. Things can only get better from here right? TW: Mentions of Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Depression, Su*c*dal thoughts, ED, Abuse. Please don't read if this bothers you. Includes Smut and All That Stuff

Lonely Lost & Found by januarygloom__

DISCLAIMER: In almost ALL chapters- Self Harm, suicidal thoughts, mental illness, smut...If any of this bothers you, be careful reading it please. Alex, a lonely 17 year old with a heart problem and a lot of anxiety is hated by nearly everyone in his school. It was stupid, he knew that, but his anxiety and depression told him otherwise. Told him that he deserved to be hated, truly. He still longed for a friend though. He'd heard a rumor about some stupid party that any other time, he wouldn't be interested in. However, for the sake of at least attempting to find a friend, he went, and he didn't regret going when a nice black and blonde haired boy struck up a conversation, and life was a crazy roller coaster ever since with the future completely unknown. A/N; I don't own Jack or Alex or All Time Low or anyone affiliated, I just like to write stories and use their faces and bits of their personalities in these writings. This is entirely fictional and my own writing. I also don't know exactly where I'm taking this story, but I'll be thinking of new ideas as they come to me and writing them out. PLEASE send me suggestions and feedback!

Down the Aisle with My Dreams by KSPerson

All Time Low fanfiction, therefore, only the story is mine and the characters within it are not. All used images and lyrics belong to their respectable owners/artists. Pairing: Jalex Rating: NC-17 Warnings: Swearing, drinking, self-hate, depression, and sexual activities. She was glowing. Make up perfect and a veil tossed a top her styled soft curls. Alex was smiling as she gracefully made her way down, eyes locked on one another. It was natural of course, something almost known for a decade now, that they would end up here. No matter how much I smile, though, my eyes never corresponded with sincerity. My eyes were too busy watching the bitter sweet event before me, before all our friends and family. If this is what Alex wants, there is not much I can do, right? There is not much I should do, but play along and congratulate the newly weds.

We've got scars on our future hearts (Jalex) by hityawiththeonetwo

Alex dealt with self harm when he was younger, that's over now though- he's better, until he's not. Struggling with the idea of self harming as an adult Alex keeps the issue to himself, but living on a tour bus with your band there's only so long you can keep something a secret. Warning: Contains graphic descriptions of self harm

Mental Ward (Jalex) by fernanda12x

{Can be triggering} Alex isn't happy with his life, one day he decides he'd had enough and attempts suicide, in a panic his parents take him the hospital and manage to save his life. When he wakes up he's told his parents have signed him into a mental ward, as he's walking around he meets a strange boy named Jack. After getting to know him he wonders why he's here, little does he know he's even worse off than he is.

Homewreckers || Merrikat by criticallymerrick

Completed June 12, 2016 DISCLAIMER: This is a fanfiction. The only thing real in this fic are the characters. The scenarios in this book most likely won't ever happen in real life. Also, the first half of this book is...really cringeworthy so I'm warning you in advance. - Senior year has just started. Zack got this. He was going to ask out his best friend, Jack Barakat. This should go as planned...not necessarily. The new kid, Alex Gaskarth, comes in and takes Jack away from him. Then before you know it, they're going out. That's a good thing! Zack's best friend, since forever, has finally found someone, right? Not in Zack's head. He knew Alex wasn't the one for him. And he would do anything to make sure that Jack is in his arms at the end of the day. - -There's not enough to merrikat on here so here's this lmao -also the story is in Zack's POV unless I say otherwise

Some Kind Of Disaster by januarygloom__

Alex is a fifteen year old boy who had the worst luck in life. He'd witnessed his parents deaths, he was bounced from foster home to foster home, but this was the last time. His torture was their entertainment. His pain was what they thrived on. Then it went way too far, and he ran. There was only one person he trusted, and it was the boy he met at school on his first day there. He barely knew this boy, but when he needed a friend, this sweet, raven haired boy told him the most important word that he hadn't heard in a long time. "You're safe." Safe was something Alex hadn't felt since he was a child, and even then, after the truth all came out, he realized he had never been safe in the first place. Jack was the boy's name, and Jack made Alex feel safe and loved. Disclaimer: Obviously I don't own Jack or Alex, and this story is simply a figment of my imagination. This story will be told from both Alex's and Jack's point of view. Mostly Alex's though. I WILL ADD NOW, THIS IS GRAPHIC AND INVOLVES SELF HARM, ABUSE AND RAPE. Read at your own discretion. Time isn't really factor in this story, I was aiming at like 2008-2009 but it doesn't really matter.

You Broke Me, You Saved Me (Jalex) by futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED- - trigger warnings in first chapter "Let's get to my house, we need to get you warm," he says. I look at him, and he's soaking wet. He's only wearing a short sleeve shirt with skinny jeans, since he gave me the sweatshirt he was wearing. I felt bad for him, but at the same time, he looked so perfect. The way the rain was dripping off his hair and chin, the way his wet shirt clung to his body, the way he was looking at me- all of it. Every part of me is aching to kiss him, just once, but I know I can't. He's perfect, but he's as straight as can be. === Ex best friends. That's what they were. Everything changed once Alex came out as gay to Jack, pushing them from best friends to strangers with memories. But, when Alex goes to extreme measures to end his pain, will Jack come back into his life? And even if he does... will they be able to be around each other without their world crumbling around them? -=+=- I've sprinkled quite a few All Time Low song references not only in the titles, but in the text hehehe Started: Nov. 13, 2019 Finished: Dec. 1, 2019

DROP OUT by PerfectlyUnperfect27

IM CURRENTLY RE WRITING THIS STORY: If you would like to read this version please read at your own risk and my new version will be up very soon, thank you! Alexandra Forest watched her parents get murdered at the age of 7. Now years have passed, she dropped out of school, going house to house in the foster system, and always looking for a new 'high' to escape her reality. That is until she's caught shop lifting, she's forced into a home and forced to go to school only to be stopped by a certain group of boys. Sebastian Peters father left for another woman, soon after his father abandonment to his family, Sebastian's older sister, Danielle, overdosed. Leaving him to take care of his mentally ill mother. School thinks he's some bad boy with no secrets and a perfect life. Wrong. He has secret and he's not a bad boy, (maybe a bit rebellious at times) and he certainly doesn't have a perfect life. And maybe, just maybe if Alex lets him into her dark world he can light it up. ****** I really hope you guys like this new story and remember to vote and comment. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO ME @PerfectlyUnperfect27

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Can't You See cover

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Lonely Lost & Found cover

Down the Aisle with My Dreams cover

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Mental Ward (Jalex) cover

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Some Kind Of Disaster cover

You Broke Me, You Saved Me (Jalex) cover

Can't You See

All Time Low fanfiction, therefore, only the story is mine and the characters within it are not. All used images and lyrics belong to their respectable owners/artists. Pairing: Jalex Rating: NC-17 Warnings: Swearing, drinking, self-hate, abuse, sad themes, forced sexual activities, and consensual sexual activities. It's hard watching a man you barely know constantly getting rejected. It's harder when he's now your best friend and you watch this each weekend. It's hardest when you balance between loving him and hating yourself while watching. And. it. all. sucks.