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Defenceless

I_L0ved_You_First

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I_L0ved_You_First

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abusivecontent defenseless harrystyles larrystylinson liampayne louistomlinson niallhoran niamhorayne onedirection runaway

"By the time he had finished with me, I had curled into a tight ball on the ground, tears silently rolling down my face. I knew not to resist. The years of this ongoing pain had taught me that."

It all gets too much for Louis and he has to leave. Starting a new life as a homeless teen surely can't be worse than being at home, can it? Especially not when you make friends with your soulmate on the first day in a new town.

Trigger Warnings: Physical, Verbal and Sexual abuse, Suicidal Thoughts, Self Harm.

Started: June 1st 2020All Rights Reserved

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Always You •𝖫.𝖲• ✓ by eanwasfound

"Come on, do it, curse, scream, yell at me, hit me, do whatever you have wanted to do all these years." He just stares at me, not doing anything. "Do something! I made a mistake, and I am paying for it, and as if watching you, letting go of yourself as I'm not able to do anything is not enough! I have to watch our friends suffer the consequences of my mistakes. Our friends are done with our bullshit, Harry. And quite frankly, so am I..." Silence. "Say something for God's sake!" I yell, and I look up just to see him with his head bowed down and his shoulders shaking as he sobs . This is all my fault. This is my mess. ... "I believe you, just like I should have from the start." He says gently, and I just cling on him more as I feel his warmth and hear his heartbeat. "Your heart is beating so fast..." I whisper as if it was a secret. "It's beating for you... Always for you, it never stopped beating for you."

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Therapy || l.t. by Alex_stories

"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out. Alex xx

Tempest || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

Eroda. No land quite like it. When Harry stumbles into Louis's inn during a storm, looking for a place to stay, Louis is immediately entranced. Harry is quiet and keeps himself to himself, an invisible raincloud constantly hovering above his head. Louis is quite like the the sun, looking to brighten everyone's day. Will the two eventually bond? Or will it be too late? // feb 2021-may 2021 twitter & instagram= twinklingpiscess

Magic || larry by gaysicle

••complete 2016•• harry has an abusive boyfriend and louis moves next door

Abhor by har0ldisbae

*May be triggering to some readers* "Ah, but what if Niall knew you were hiding something from him, something that puts him in danger," he has a point all of them are in danger but if I keep my mouth shut, they'll be safe. "You dare tell Niall about those texts. I'll kill you myself," I've never been a person to throw threats around, but i had to do something. He takes a step closer to me, only a few inches between our bodies now. "Oh, you're a murderer now, I see," he chuckles to himself, his chest rising up and down slowly, like he's the most relaxed person on earth. "I've never hurt a fly, never would, unless you hurt my brother," I state strongly, avoiding eye contact. My eyes are glued to his worn Rolling Stones t-shirt. "I'm not hurting your brother, sweetheart, I'm hurting you," he speaks lowly, almost at a whisper "the more I know about you, the more I have against you, the more I can get what I need from this situation."

Mutuals ✔ // (Larry Stylinson) by mediocre_hedgehog

Louis Tomlinson is the world's most successful and well-known record artist. His fans (who call themselves "Louies") know everything about him-- so they think. Harry Styles' life is changed when he is added into a twitter group with four other male Louies. For the better or for the worse, he hasn't decided yet. But, what he does know, is that he is slowly falling for one of his mutuals; the shady one who dodges the idea of meeting up in person, and the one who's never shown his face to the other members of the group. Maybe it's his sassy personality, or his kind heart, or maybe it's just the fact that he reminds Harry so much of the celebrity he idolizes. superfan!harry and famous!louis ♡started writing 03.03.18♡ ♡completed 09.08.18♡

Fixable - A Larry Stylinson Story by EmiliaLillyan

Chloé Laurent knows exactly three things at the time Louis releases his new album "Walls". One: She hates being away from Niall. Two: The collab single with Harry, with this inspiration, would be a smash. And three: Louis and Harry definitely hadn't told her the truth when they met. // Excerpt from chapter 2: [...] "Niall, I'm worried! He hasn't been in touch all day." I heard my boyfriend sigh on the other end of the line, "He just needs time alone, Chloé." I stopped and threw my free hand in the air, upset, "But he's been crying, Niall!" "That ... I can imagine. But listen, sweetie: [...] the only one who can really help Harry is himself ... and maybe Louis, but I'm afraid we can't hope for that right now. As much as I'm sorry, you can't fix what's broken in Harry, sweetie." [...]

ZERO by Fatma_saad97

Nina gets obliged to move from her home town. Leaving her family, friends and most importantly football team behind. After being the captain of her team she gets put face to face with the hardships of starting it all over again, from scratch, from ZERO. Will she get back on her feet? What would Louis Tomlinson have to do with her recovery journey? What will happen if she fails? Will she go back leaving her new experience behind? ↭ "For how long have you been fucking him?" I heard from behind me and rolled my eyes. "You back at this again?" "I never left it Nina. You know what really hurts is that I genuinely thought you had a little bit of sanity and cared in the slightest way about me. My feelings!" He said. But I do care, I like myself around him. "Okay even if I did that's none of your business! It was long before I even started liking you!" "What the fouck is that supposed to mean? You were going out with me while shagging another lad?" "I wasn't shagging!" I gritted. "I even turned him down because I'd feel guilty" "Yes were!" "Fine! He was a better shag at least, he's not making a big deal of everything and shouting all the time!" I retorted impulsively, as soon as I realized what I just said Louis's eyes were looking down. I didn't mean it. "I'm sorry, this is over. You can go back to him, you don't have to feel guilty for me." Louis said tumbling. "L... Louis" I tried. He walked away. I lost him. ↭ Cover by~ KattyMonsmert Thanks alot bbe, I can't thank you enough.

Feel my love... by madlylarrieziam

✓Completed There was so many expectations for me when I moved into a new city with my best friend, but the last thing I expected was to fall for a blind boy who may or may not hate his own existence. Curiosity is what lead me to him, curious to get to know about him, curious to know why he pushes away people, curious to know why he feels like he deserves to be bullied....but when I finally manage to break through his barriers, I realized I want to do anything to protect this boy from the cruel world and treat him with the love he deserves. But I don't know how he will react, embrace my love or push me away completely....

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Always You •𝖫.𝖲• ✓ cover

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON cover

Therapy || l.t. cover

Tempest || l.s. ✓ cover

Magic || larry cover

Mutuals ✔ // (Larry Stylinson) cover

Fixable - A Larry Stylinson Story cover

Feel my love... cover

Always You •𝖫.𝖲• ✓

"Come on, do it, curse, scream, yell at me, hit me, do whatever you have wanted to do all these years." He just stares at me, not doing anything. "Do something! I made a mistake, and I am paying for it, and as if watching you, letting go of yourself as I'm not able to do anything is not enough! I have to watch our friends suffer the consequences of my mistakes. Our friends are done with our bullshit, Harry. And quite frankly, so am I..." Silence. "Say something for God's sake!" I yell, and I look up just to see him with his head bowed down and his shoulders shaking as he sobs . This is all my fault. This is my mess. ... "I believe you, just like I should have from the start." He says gently, and I just cling on him more as I feel his warmth and hear his heartbeat. "Your heart is beating so fast..." I whisper as if it was a secret. "It's beating for you... Always for you, it never stopped beating for you."