Living through lies
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  • Reads 2,704
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 50m
Ongoing, First published Sep 03, 2014
When I look around I see disgust written across their face. They call me weak and try to treat me like I'm a pice of garbage, a trashy person, I've been called so many names, I can't even remember all of them, but.... they don't even faze me any more. The only support I receive is from my best friends, two to be more specific and the Alpha of my pack, everyone else hates me, or better said they are disgusted by me. Before I use to feel pain when I saw that disapproval and hateful looks replaced the sweet loving ones, but now it just became a part of my life. I'd probably be bullied too if I wouldn't be able to protect myself and if my best friends wouldn't help me too, but even in those I have certain limits which I hate, I like to be able to reach my potential but I'm not allowed to. I hate my life right now, but I don't show it, I keep it for myself and try to enjoy what I'm able to do. I try to live a happy life
Yet ,with all this things hardening my life, hope still burns inside of me, it is more like a smolder vulcano, that waits to erupt. I dream to find my true love, my soulmate, to  be able to show my real power and stop living trough lies, because I fear I might end up believing them, believing my own lies . And all this should became true when I turn seventeen. But what if more lies appeare and they interweave with unknown intrigues, secrets are revealed, promises are made and broken and the consequences of this come crushing down on my.
(Formerly known as "Omega?hmm...nope. The strongest werewolf?better"
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Well then... Skyelar I'm not the one who dreams about meeting their mate. Or living in a pack, dutifully filling out their pack rank. As soon as I finish school I'm diving straight into the deep end of the world. I want to travel, explore, find myself and my place in the world. I wanna learn and go to uni, live in my own place and do what the hell I wanna do! I will fight to great lengths to ensure that I get these opportunities and nothing is gonna stop me. Karydiarn Life hasn't exactly been a good one for me. I know I'm damaged. I know I'm messed up. But I also know that somewhere there might just be the possibility of a mate. And I'm dreading it. The commitment, responsibility, accountability, all the emotions and dug up dirt. I can't honestly say whether I'd be better off with or without a true mate but what matters for the strength of my pack to stay on top is to have strong leaders. So if I settle for another woman as my mate it's gonna be the most likely. But a mate and future leadership of the pack is the least of my worries since I have to ensure that there actually is a pack by the end of this. I'm in far too deep for any hindrances. Butting heads from the get go, Skye will never let go that there's so much more that she wants from the world, and refuses to acknowledge what she needs might be right in front of her. Karydiarn can't let go of the ideology he's thrived off all these miserable years, he knows something's got to change but he'll be hell bent on ensuring it's not him that's changing. "It's like it's right in front of me, she's right in front of me..." UNDER EDITING & CONSTUCTION ! !