This is an AU. Where Miguel from Coco is in here. and Tadashi doesn't die. What if Tadashi doesn't die. But Hiro can't get over that it was his fault. And what if he had nightmares of Tadashi not makeing it out. He torments himself with these thoughts. Until he can't candle it. He gets memories of hearing the explosion. Of hearing people screaming. Of thinking he saw his brother for the last time. So he cut himself because he felt like he could control the pain. Like he could control his pain and feeling. He also started to eat less and less. Nobody notice expect the Big hero 6 group. But whenever they ask he says it's nothing. They don't believe him. But they can't really do anything about it. Except Tadashi doesn't give up he tries and tries to find out what is wrong with his little brotherm Will Hiro get out of his bad health and mental state. Or will he always blame himself for everything. And will the horro's he sees as a hero. Who knows maybe he'll find love on the way. To the journey of getting better. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ships: Honeylemonxgogo fredxwasabi Miguelxhiro Warning: attempt at suicide panic attack cutting boyxboy girlxgirl ptsd flashbacks