Lost Without You
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  • Reads 4,848
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 6m
Ongoing, First published Sep 04, 2014
There are some of us who fall in love later in life, learning as we progress later into maturity from our previous mistakes.

There are some, however, who are not as lucky- falling in love to early and then stumbling through that relationship, trying to keep the pieces together. 

And that's my story. A story of young love and stumbles throughout my long life. This is the story of how I, Jenya Mössi, fell into a trap with the famous Lukas Diederich.

He left me. I fell into drugs. It's as simple as that.

Somehow, though, we found each other again,  doing are best to one up each other. 

And that's how I learned that love is corruption and corruption only tears us apart.
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