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My Destructive Euphoria

dagirlwholovedyou

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Reads 7,877
Votes 3,439
Parts 24
Time 3h 22m

dagirlwholovedyou

Mature

eu·pho·ri·a
- a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness.

But why does my happiness bring destruction? Why does it feel the contradictory of it?

You can call me the girl with her twisted fate.

And that's all I can say because words can't contain the pain.

It all started in this school of pure fantasy...

A school where they teach you how to...


Love.




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