My fingers wrapped around the fraying rope of the wood swing; which was tied to the ancient, decaying chestnut tree. I swung, allowing gravity to play as my legs swayed up and down.
"Lunara," my mother called, slipping her head out of the house door. "Come inside."
"Five more minutes, please!" my 9 year-old self whimpered.
Mother grinned. "Only if you can answer this: what is the best keeper of secrets, never willfully disclosing and unable to be pried open?"
"A treasure chest?" I guessed, scrunching my eyebrows in confusion. My mother was not one to tell jokes.
"No, think harder, more about nature, perhaps."
"Chestnuts?"
"You're smarter than me, my darling," she giggled.
"Is that why my tree is dying?"
Is it sick because its chestnuts hold too many of my secrets?
~~~
Lunara Dalgarno is a diligent, quiet, ambitious girl, and has been known as such ever since she could remember. While those around Lunara praise her, she crumbles inside from self-hatred; her always radiant smile is no more than a mere mask.
As with Lunara's insides, the world is at war. And training as a doctor at 23, she empathizes with the anguish of those she is confronted with daily. Despite struggling to care for herself, the one thing that has kept Lunara alive is her exceptional love for others to relieve their suffering.
One day, however, a new patient stumbles into the hospital -- and Lunara finds herself unable to care.
~~~
A frown plastered to my face, I checked the clipboard in my hand and glanced at the doctor beside me.
Then I stared at the patient in front of us.
"Your name?" I asked.
"Asher Woods," he responded in a raspy voice.
I checked the papers again.
Liar.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
*****
Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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