Limerence

"Limerence is an infatuation or crush that lasts at a much longer time span. A crush is for a short duration of time, while a limerence may last for months, years or even a lifetime."

Emily, a 25 year old writer thought her life is going simple and still until one phone call brought back memories of her forgotten past she wishes to deny its existence forever. 8 years have gone by and yet she still can't run from it. The only realization she had was she wasted 8 long years of her life, for a man who, she now accepted, will never see her as a potential lover.