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Diary of an Anxious Teen

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"I-I defended you." 

"I know. I just-" 

"No! I defended you." 

Everything is at a standstill. 

"So, you've been lying to me this entire time?" I ask in disbelief. I've been lied to this entire time. 

"Yeah, bu-" 

I push past and bolt down the hallway. Why did no one tell me having friends would be this hard? 

Delaney Sinclair is not your average teen. She has anxiety. She spends most of her time by the side of her best, and only friend, Raine. Her life takes a turn one day at her piano lessons. 

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*The beginning is a bit rough, but the story gets better as the chapters go on. I will be editing on e this story is completed.*

This story is property of Rider Mason. All of these characters are made up, but anxiety is real. If you are having trouble or need someone to talk to, message me.All Rights Reserved

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