Forbidden Love

I'm gay and i fell in love with a straight guy, i know it's hard to believe that a straight guy can fall in love with you too, but I swear it happens to me.
Only thing is that you have to accept the truth that in the end he will look for a wife but he will never forget you.
I'm a Christian, and he's A muslim, i know that it's complicated for the both of us, but the only thing i learned from this relationship is the acceptance and learn to live of what is happening now. Never think of what might happen between the two of you in the future. Because only God knows.