Summary: You've been training with Master Skywalker and other force users your whole life; it's all you've ever known. But one of them stands out more than the rest, Ben Solo, your rival. You can feel his pull to the dark side.... Because you feel it inside you too. Then one night you hear a knock on your door. It's Ben, he's asking you to leave everything you've ever known behind and come with him. In that moment you couldn't say yes, you couldn't follow him. Seven years after the destruction of the temple you are content with your decision to not take his hand, you've got a new family you've created for yourself and you have someone who loves you. But when you see him again by chance, doubt flickers through your brain if only for a second. How much longer can you resist the dark side.. or him? =========================================== WARNINGS: -This is going to be a slow-ish burn I think, don't worry though I won't make you wait too long ;) -I also wanted to mention that I haven't decided if I want it to be in y/n POV and also Kylos POV but I enjoy the idea - It is going to contain graphic violence (battles and war) - Also most definitely is going to contain graphic language because I'm me and I have literally the mouth of a trashcan - and of course my dear readers... it will contain EXPLICIT sexual content and kinks, depictions of unhealthy relationships (Ex. Dubcon sexual activity, inappropriate use of the force, breath play, blood play?, Dom/Sub characters, sadism, masochism, edge play, humiliation, impact play, and probably more.I will try to have individual kinks or warnings in the beginning of the chapter but I don't want to promise anything *sweats*)