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Parts 33
Time 9h 55m

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Castiel awakes from a coma with amnesia and a supposed husband. Cas struggles with his memories, his health, and the journey to rediscover his feelings for Dean.All Rights Reserved

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𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, cas is back at his parent's house for a wedding, and despite his best attempts to move on, seeing his childhood best friend dean forces him to revisit feelings that he has been trying to leave behind.

Dean is in love with his best friend, Castiel. Who happens to be in a happy relationship with someone else. How long will it take for Dean to break? • • • The point of view revolves around Dean so you can know his emotions, not Castiels. Also, it is going to have some DEPRESSING THOUGHTS AND GRAPHIC SCENES so if you get triggered easily, you can skip the parts.

𝒊 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 • 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒍 𝒂𝒖 by playerxxtwo

- I 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 , 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 - Dean goes missing on a routine hunt. After six months of fruitless searching , Castiel is clearing out a nest of vampires when he feels the touch of a soul he knows well. The Dean he finds there is battered , barely intact , but Castiel isn't about to let him go. Not without a fight. They're far from home and Sam isn't picking up the phone , but Castiel will do whatever it takes to put Dean Winchester back together , piece by piece.

When the angels fell, Castiel lost more than his wings, he lost his purpose, his power, and the only home he'd ever known. Now stranded in a fragile human body, all he has left is a single, aching thought: find Sam Winchester. But Sam doesn't want to be found. Alone in the bunker after Dean leaves to build a life with Lisa, Sam is drowning in silence, guilt, and memories that cut too deep, especially the ones with Castiel's name written on them. Their reunion is not the salvation either imagined. Instead, it's raw, fractured, and full of old wounds that refuse to close. And when a ghost from Sam's past resurfaces, he doesn't return to heal, he comes to tear open scars both men thought they'd buried. In the aftermath of heaven's collapse, Sam and Castiel must decide whether broken people can still build something worth saving... or whether some loves are destined to burn with the ashes of grace.

The Lost Memories (a Destiel Fanfic) by Hunting_For_Destiel

After running from the king of hell, Dean, Sam and Castiel try to find a way to defeat him. Along the way Dean and Cas realize something that has gone unspoken for too long. On a completely normal and innocent night of hiding, they find each other closer than usual. Will they confess their feelings for each other? Read to the end from both of their point of views (and occasionally Sam's POV) to find out!! Hope you guys enjoy it! (By the way the fanart on the cover page isn't mine to credit to the artist.)

Cas, Dean, and Sam have been hunting together and splitting off to take smaller jobs. The story starts with the three of them on three separate hunts. Cas is human and wounded. He shows up at Dean's motel in need of help. What proceeds is the two of them meeting up with Sam and going on an involved hunt, over the course of which Dean and Cas slowly figure out their feelings for each other. Lots of awkwardness (in a good way), some mild angst, comfort, and eventually fluff and smut.

A Human Worth Falling For (Book Three) by A_Cumberbatch

○Completed○ When Cas returned all of Dean's memories of their life together as teenagers, everything seemed perfect. That is, until Cas went into a coma and later, fell. Everything then went into a downward spiral. Now, human Cas has to rebuild his life; this time, with Dean. But nothing is ever that simple. The final book in the Match Made in Heaven series. (I still don't own Supernatural.)

Sam has been struggling with depression since Stanford. Well, not really struggling. Excelling. He's been excelling at depression since Stanford, and it's only gotten worse since he started hunting again. Unfortunately, the relapses from John's death and Dean's trip to Hell were bad, but they had nothing on the downward spiral triggered by Sam starting the Apocalypse. But Sam has never come clean before, and he isn't about to start. He's self-medicating, he's suppressing, and he's handling things in the Trademark Winchester Way. He can do this. He can totally do this. Spoiler: No, he can't. WARNING: Mentioned suicide attempts, suicidal ideation, and depression.

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𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, cas is back at his parent's house for a wedding, and despite his best attempts to move on, seeing his childhood best friend dean forces him to revisit feelings that he has been trying to leave behind.

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