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Reads 12,600
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Parts 33
Time 9h 55m

alternateuniverse amnesia castiel deancas deanwinchester destiel fluffandangst happyending hurt-comfort mentaldisorder mentalinstability nopowersau pastalcoholism samwinchester supernatural wattys2022

Castiel awakes from a coma with amnesia and a supposed husband. Cas struggles with his memories, his health, and the journey to rediscover his feelings for Dean.All Rights Reserved

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