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Time 9h 55m

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Castiel awakes from a coma with amnesia and a supposed husband. Cas struggles with his memories, his health, and the journey to rediscover his feelings for Dean.All Rights Reserved

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When the angels fell, Castiel lost more than his wings, he lost his purpose, his power, and the only home he'd ever known. Now stranded in a fragile human body, all he has left is a single, aching thought: find Sam Winchester. But Sam doesn't want to be found. Alone in the bunker after Dean leaves to build a life with Lisa, Sam is drowning in silence, guilt, and memories that cut too deep, especially the ones with Castiel's name written on them. Their reunion is not the salvation either imagined. Instead, it's raw, fractured, and full of old wounds that refuse to close. And when a ghost from Sam's past resurfaces, he doesn't return to heal, he comes to tear open scars both men thought they'd buried. In the aftermath of heaven's collapse, Sam and Castiel must decide whether broken people can still build something worth saving... or whether some loves are destined to burn with the ashes of grace.

Just A Bit Closer (Book Two) by A_Cumberbatch

○Completed○ After Cas remembered his old life with Dean, he's been trying to figure out how to tell him. Meanwhile, Dean has been trying to figure out his feelings for the angel. When an accident occurs, feelings are revealed and everything could change. For better or for worse. The sequel to Match Made in Heaven (Unfortunately, I still do not own Supernatural.)

A Human Worth Falling For (Book Three) by A_Cumberbatch

○Completed○ When Cas returned all of Dean's memories of their life together as teenagers, everything seemed perfect. That is, until Cas went into a coma and later, fell. Everything then went into a downward spiral. Now, human Cas has to rebuild his life; this time, with Dean. But nothing is ever that simple. The final book in the Match Made in Heaven series. (I still don't own Supernatural.)

Dean is in love with his best friend, Castiel. Who happens to be in a happy relationship with someone else. How long will it take for Dean to break? • • • The point of view revolves around Dean so you can know his emotions, not Castiels. Also, it is going to have some DEPRESSING THOUGHTS AND GRAPHIC SCENES so if you get triggered easily, you can skip the parts.

The Measure of Our Worth (or lack thereof) by sam-I-am_

High school Destiel (and later Sabriel) AU Dean is hated and abused by his father for being an angel, and Castiel is a nerdy, punk outcast. How will they find each other while simultaneously accepting themselves? Warning: frankly excessive use of italics Rated M for language and triggering subjects. I will warn, but please read at your own risk. No smut. THIS IS MY ORIGINAL COVER ART!! I am perfectly happy and honored if anyone chooses to use it; however, please give me credit if you do :)

P.S. It's Going to Be Okay by GrimReapersNuisance

It started with demon blood. Things have only gone downhill from there. Now Sam is admitted into a drug abuse treatment center where he will have to navigate the demons of his past and the trauma that ensues from being forcibly admitted. Meanwhile Dean, Bobby, and Cas have their own battles to fight being on the outside of Sam's recovery. TW: Mentions of drug use/abuse, implied suicidal thoughts, references to suicide, mental breakdown, forcible hospitalization, forcible treatment center admission Please take care before, during, and after reading!

When Dean and Castiel tell their families about their relationship things start spiraling out of control which causes Cas to revert back to bad habits. What will Cas do when someone he cares about is hurt and someone he loves is trying to help him?

You Soar & You Drown (Destiel AU) by justanotherfang1rl

Castiel is an expert at many things, but falling in love...isn't one of them. And when new threats enter his already tangled-up world, all he can do to try to save the people he loves is make one of the hardest decisions of his life.

Cas, Dean, and Sam have been hunting together and splitting off to take smaller jobs. The story starts with the three of them on three separate hunts. Cas is human and wounded. He shows up at Dean's motel in need of help. What proceeds is the two of them meeting up with Sam and going on an involved hunt, over the course of which Dean and Cas slowly figure out their feelings for each other. Lots of awkwardness (in a good way), some mild angst, comfort, and eventually fluff and smut.

Ashes of Grace | Sastiel

When the angels fell, Castiel lost more than his wings, he lost his purpose, his power, and the only home he'd ever known. Now stranded in a fragile human body, all he has left is a single, aching thought: find Sam Winchester. But Sam doesn't want to be found. Alone in the bunker after Dean leaves to build a life with Lisa, Sam is drowning in silence, guilt, and memories that cut too deep, especially the ones with Castiel's name written on them. Their reunion is not the salvation either imagined. Instead, it's raw, fractured, and full of old wounds that refuse to close. And when a ghost from Sam's past resurfaces, he doesn't return to heal, he comes to tear open scars both men thought they'd buried. In the aftermath of heaven's collapse, Sam and Castiel must decide whether broken people can still build something worth saving... or whether some loves are destined to burn with the ashes of grace.

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