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Today I....

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Reads 48
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Parts 6
Time 21m

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This is for @loumwahhaz , I promised her a small fic on a oneshot I wrote, so here it is!!
I hope you enjoy it.

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Castiel is struggling to deal with his break up with Dean. Sadness is stuck in the cracks of his soul, and he takes it out on himself. As he spirals into depression, he gives an account of his life.

Dean also struggles with their lost relationship. He doesn't know what went wrong, but he hopes Cas has moved on, in a way Dean can't.All Rights Reserved

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Destiel/Sabriel oneshots by Maudsaysstuff

Mainly Destiel but some Sabriel as well :D Have fun reading! I'm not going to write more oneshots or finish my drafts so there'll be no more chapters. I'm not in the fandom anymore so I'm not really motivated to write, sorry not sorry (:

A Small Problem ((Supernatural Fanfic)) by angxlwithacr0ssb0w

After stealing some of Gabriel's candy for Dean, Castiel gets shrunken by his archangel brother as payback. Gabriel will turn his brother back to normal, but only after he's spent a week in the tiny form. Until then, the Winchesters must take care of their small angel, with some help from friends. :3 ((Btw Cas isn't at full angel power in his small form so he can get hurt by things other than angel blades and he can't heal as fast.)) ***** This is my third Spn fic and I hope you'll like it I'm trying my best here!! XD

Touched by an angel by Clato3

My first attempt at writing an angel Sam fanfic When Dean learns that he is going to be a big brother, he is ecstatic. However that joy soon turns sour when Mary has a miscarriage and Sam is never born. But instead became an angel and came back to his human body after seeing how distraught Dean was. Years go by and Dean has no idea that his brother is really an angel, but a secret like that can't stay hidden. Especially when you go up against Heaven and Hell. Later chapters based on the mlp fanfic past sins by Pen Stroke.

Destiel prison memory loss and Sabriel rehab by Supernatural1806

This story is about Cas losing his memory after getting almost killed and Dean being accused of it. Dean walked into the scene. He went to Cas. He was still awake at the time but he blacked out slowly after. The cops came in a little after. They accused him of doing it. He went to jail for 3 years. Cas doesn't remember anything. He doesn't know who Dean is. Gabriel didn't want him to know anything. Because they think Dean did it and that he just tricked Cas because he is gay. The story goes in after he has been in jail. Its also Sabriel in the story. It says when it starts if you dont wanna read it or thats what you want to read:) Hope you guys like it💗

To The Moon (Destiel AU) by DeanCasImpala

Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, and he soon plans his demise. That is, up until he meets Dean Winchester, an equally depressive seventeen-year-old who turns Cas's life around. Dean shows Castiel a new life, a reason to keep on fighting the fight, and the two soon realize just how much they need each other. This AU fanfic is all about how much Dean and Cas care for each other and just how far they'll go to stay together. Possible trigger warning!!!

The Girl Who Was "Insane" {SPN} by Snowkat2003

"I was put in here because they thought I was insane, but I'm not. I might hear voices in my head, but that doesn't mean I'm crazy. This supernatural stuff you keep talking about, I know that it's true. I know because I am a..." ~Amelia "Amy" Tyler. Amelia Tyler was put into a mental facility at the age of 13. Why is because she heard voices in her head and sometimes they lead her places. Those places she was lead to usually ended up having something big happen there. Amy also had these weird dreams that would tell her who was going to die. Of course what happens to her scares her, but she just learns to deal with it. 3 years later and Amy is still in the mental hospital. A lot of weird things are going on and the whispers and dreams are getting more frequent. People are dying left and right, but the only person who has a good idea about who is murdering people is Amy. Two new people came to the hospital also. Who are they? Why do they seem interested in not only the killings, but her as well. Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, its characters, or its plot. I only own Amy, my ideas for her, and anything not seen in the show.

into the light - destiel by stydiaxdestiel

sam has a lot of stuff on his mind...that's why he doesn't notice. cas...well cas just hasn't been around as often as he used to be. Dean has been depressed for quite a while now. one day he falls asleep, only to find himself trapped in a dream world, and unable to wake up. sam, cas, and Charlie must go on a journey through deans nightmares and memories in order to rescue dean, before the god Morpheus can get his hands on his new favourite play toy. •trigger warning for this fic-may contain upsetting material upset cas/oblivious dean angsty destiel slow burn(kind of) canonverse(kind of) SPOILER- Charlie is alive in this fic yay! (fic may include small spoilers, and big spoilers to certain character deaths, and references to past episodes-although it isnt set in any season in particular, but before the MOC.)

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It started with demon blood. Things have only gone downhill from there. Now Sam is admitted into a drug abuse treatment center where he will have to navigate the demons of his past and the trauma that ensues from being forcibly admitted. Meanwhile Dean, Bobby, and Cas have their own battles to fight being on the outside of Sam's recovery. TW: Mentions of drug use/abuse, implied suicidal thoughts, references to suicide, mental breakdown, forcible hospitalization, forcible treatment center admission Please take care before, during, and after reading!

I want to live. I want to love. I think I am ready. by FirebreathingReader

Dean Winchester is finally free and can finally live his own life. Write his own story. And yet, he is nowhere near being happy. On the contrary, he is feeling worse than he has ever felt before. Learning that the one thing that Dean has dreamed about for years, the one thing that could make him truly happy, was always within reach for him - has left him more broken than he has ever been before. The moment he learned this, was both the happiest moment in his life. But also the most heartbreaking. Dean's one wish in life has always been to be loved back the way he loves his family. Being loved back the same way he has loved Castiel for the last decade. And now he can have that. He can have Cas. He only needs to save his angel first. * * * * * * Season 15 fix it fanfic (in which the cursed finale doesn't exist at all). [I do not own any of the main characters] words: 40k AN: Can also be found on ao3 under the same username: @/FirebreathingReader. (please excuse the shitty cover, I can't edit shit if my life depended on it, but please don't repost) (*English is not my first language, so I apologize for any typos*)

Will You Remember Me? ▪️Destiel▪️ by Fearfulwriter

During a dangerous case with Sam and Dean something goes wrong and Castiel goes missing, this isn't like the other times Cas has disappeared, this is different, it's strange even for Cas. With Castiel gone Dean doesn't eat or sleep he just drinks and prays wondering if Cas can hear him. Day and night he checks the newspapers and police reports from every city, and county in the US for any sign of the trench coat angel. With no leads things become even more bleaker. Dean throws himself down a hole, and Sam is becoming increasingly worried about about Dean so he seeks out help from from another angel to see if they know anything about the whereabouts of Castiel. Castiel is lost he doesn't know where he is or who he is. He just goes where his feet take him. He never eats or sleeps but he doesn't he have to, he doesn't know why he doesn't eat and it doesn't bother him much cause it would just slow him down. He remembers nothing about Sam or Dean or even himself for that matter, but something is itching at the wall in the back of his head trying to break through, it wants to get out but can't. He gets fragments of things every so often but they are of pain and torture and a redhead he doesn't know the name of. One day a pleasant memory comes through the cracks in his wall he can't place where it came from. The only thing he knows is he needs to find the man with the stunning green eyes. CONTAINS DESTIEL AND SABRIEL

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