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Last published Tue, Oct 27, 2020
"It's better this way. A little lonelier but better."
Someday, somehow, we'd get tired of explaining our thoughts. Restraining our voice. Pushing the people we care about the most because we think we need space, when in all honesty, we don't. We are blinded by the darkness that we let consume us.
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