To Die, To Live [MXM] [R-19]

Elias' life was far from exemplary. The world had treated him so harshly that it left him feeling numb and lifeless inside. At such a young age, he had experienced horrors that most could never fathom. Alone and isolated, he learned to use his physical prowess to fight and kill just to survive, often trapped in a cycle of incarceration.

On a rainy night, he made the decision to take his own life, believing it was the only way to end his suffering. However, his suicide plan was unexpectedly interrupted when he was saved by a weapon-trafficking organization and recruited into the leader's elite group.

Over the years of working, it was then that he uncovered a secret about the enigmatic leader, a man he had perceived as unpredictable and invincible. This leader was revealed to be suffering from Compulsive Sexual Behavior Disorder (CSBD), which caused a person to lose control against their own sexual impulses.

This revelation stirred unfamiliar and impure emotions within Elias, igniting a spark in his previously cold heart. Forced to confront the darker aspects of his own psyche and sexuality, the idea of dominating a person with the same sex is both new and terrifying for him - especially if that person is the prominent leader of a well-known underground organization that he is serving.