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Pain and Despair

duplexesofdamind

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Reads 13,834
Votes 292
Parts 18
Time 2h 14m

duplexesofdamind

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abusivecontent depressed drugaddiction fanfiction gaara mature matureaudience naruto romance sadness suicidalthoughts

Warning: suicidal thoughts, self harm, abuse, depression, underage drinking and smoking.


Naruto only has one friend. But even so, Naruto feels alone, he feels like the worlds against him. Naruto has been abused by his own village. Naruto has never felt love. So he feels like the world would be better off without him. He feels like, he'll be better off dead



This is my first fanfic. So please go easy on me. Also this story won't contain ninja stuff. It'll contain modern stuff. 


Also I'mma see how this story will go as it progresses.All Rights Reserved

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When it Rains (SasuNaru) by XxTheDarkLordxX

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When it Rains (SasuNaru) cover

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