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Pain and Despair

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Reads 13,460
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Parts 18
Time 2h 14m

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Warning: suicidal thoughts, self harm, abuse, depression, underage drinking and smoking.


Naruto only has one friend. But even so, Naruto feels alone, he feels like the worlds against him. Naruto has been abused by his own village. Naruto has never felt love. So he feels like the world would be better off without him. He feels like, he'll be better off dead



This is my first fanfic. So please go easy on me. Also this story won't contain ninja stuff. It'll contain modern stuff. 


Also I'mma see how this story will go as it progresses.All Rights Reserved

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