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My Truest Identity

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Godsbeloved1012

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"You're God's beloved!" 

That's how Princess's mom used to remind her. But how could she believe it nor accept the fact that she's beloved by God if one day she woke up her beloved mommy was already lying on the floor with her blood and was killed by her atheist dad? 

Will she hold on to those words? Or will she harbor hatred for God?

Well, that horrific situation turned her to live a life far different from what she desired. A life without knowing God. 

It's a story of a lady, a prodigal daughter of God who struggled to find her truest identity by battling over all the dark forces dwelling inside of her. 
 




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Therefore, without further ado, I warmly welcome all of you to a journey of finding someone's truest identity. May this story help you find your own and live your life with great purpose and meaning. 

God bless you all. 😇🙏All Rights Reserved

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