My Beating Heart
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Complete Fri, Sep 5, 2014<5 mins
I'm sitting here
Just waiting to hear
What the answer is
To all my insecurities
I've been listing
I know that it's a long shot
Just shooting through the dark
But maybe if you're still listening
You'll hear my heart beat stop
Taking my life
Slicing my arms
It's what kept me in the dark
But now that's done
Yet I found another way to hurt
I gave up on all these people
Gave up on living under the stars
But I saw one star falling
And made a wish as it hit the earth
Now baby I don't believe in magic
Miracles or the divine
But I felt my heart beat racing
As you crept into my heart
But my wish timed out
And life stole my crown
Yet again on my rigid path
Now I'm back to my desperate ways
Back into the dark
Maybe if you're still listening my love
You'll hear my heart beat stop...
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