I don't know how long. I don't know how many time have passed. I don't know how am I able to live. I realize that I don't have to worry about the urge. I can finally be with him. To be with the man I love...... Until something happens that I wish I was never be able to get a chance to be alive. It's more torture for me to see this. I WISH I NEVER SEE THIS.All Rights Reserved