HE IS A GUY BUT I DOUBT
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Ongoing, First published Jun 03, 2020
This is a story of Ray with multiple heartaches. That is me. 
I felt in love with a wrong guy. I have always been happy before I felt in love. I thought it was perfect, but I was wrong. 
Along the moving on phase, I met friends whom I thought are real and who will understand and support me. But I realized they are not. 
I felt like I am torn into pieces. I found out the biggest secret my friends hide from me, the relationship that I chose to give up when I know I can fight for it, the guy who made me feel important and loved is now happy with another guy.
What happened few years ago?
How will love repair me?
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