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Musings of a Nyctophile

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Reads 2,291
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Parts 17
Time 11m

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Those dark, cryptic thoughts I didn't want in my head but couldn't get rid of either. The anger, the pain, the love, the hate; it's all in here... 

Bad idea? Probably.
Do I care? Not really.
Let people relate.


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