Finding Myself Worth
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itsmemajune
Ongoing, First published Jun 04, 2020
faithfamilylovesacrifice
I'm always asking myself what the "feeling of having a boyfriend" is. Me? I'm NBSB. Yes, 25 years old and have no experience dating or having a boyfriend. Then, I kept on imagining things that I wanted to happen. Can you feel me, right? This is a factually based story. 
 
It's all about love, hope, sacrifices, family, and faith 🙏🏼
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