Broken Beyond Repair
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  • Reads 6,163
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  • Parts 26
  • Time 2h 12m
Complete, First published Jun 04, 2020
I squeezed my way through the abundant number of people, trying to get to the exit. I bumped into a lot of shoulders, until I found an opening. As soon as the door was in my sight, I heard Jessie calling out my name. Her voice grabbed my attention, and I briskly turned around. I knocked right into a tall figure, causing me to lose my balance and fall. All the people dancing blocked my vision so I couldn't grab onto anything to prevent myself from falling. My arms met the hardwood floor as I tried to catch myself, sending a shock of pain through my arms.

"Forgive me ma'am." Someone said while extending an arm down to me. 

"It's fine. No harm was-"


✰ Status: FInished


NOTE*** This story contains mental illness and suicidal themes. PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!

***and mild cussing

My grammar probably sucks
I  researched thoroughly on bpd to portray Damien's character correctly but I'm sorry if it's not accurate. I in no way meant for the portrayal of someone with a borderline personality disorder to be represented wrong or only seen from stereotypes.

 

★ Best Rankings ★

Assault- #1
Borderlinepersonalitydisorder- #1
Bpd- #8
Captive- #44
Selfharmawareness- #55
Darklove- #57
Mentalillness- #81


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