his heart reminds him of all the light, feathery kisses placed on his neck and cheeks that catch him by surprise and the way the younger boy holds him close when he sleeps. his head is screaming at him, trying to pull him back into reality, the reality that he simply can't fall in love with his brother's boyfriend. how do you choose between your heart and your head? san has no fucking idea, but his morals don't seem to be winning him over this time. ‼️IM CURRENTLY EDITING THIS SO IF U SEE CHAPTERS DISAPPEARING THATS WHY‼️