Nobody breaks my heart (Neymar & Kaya)

Nobody breaks my heart, but he did. He just disappeared leaving me alone and depressed. The constant bullying in school just kept my depression alive. He wasn’t there to protect me. My best friend and the only male I’ve ever loved left me for his stupid football career and never called again.
Before I knew it I was laying on the bathroom floor in tears with bleeding wrists and a spliff in my hand trying to end my life.