Learning To Love Myself
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So some of you guys know I use to write about Aphmau and her different series before I went I on a long Hiatus. I didn't give an answer to what was happening with me and why I shut down my stories. At the time I was only 12 maybe 13 when I started writing them with my friend Hannah or now known as Alex, at first we just started them because it seemed fun and we were like okay this seems great and people seemed to like them too. This book is just kinda me just explaining some things, answering any questions people have and telling what happened to me and why I never posted stuff along with some upcoming projects.
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