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Dear Diary

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TW: Suicidal thoughts, unspecified eating disorder, depression, toxic people (mental abuse), death and suicide

This short story will take you through the life and struggles of a young girl growing up in today's society with additional problems. She has to face the brutal truth, but will she be able to continue, or not? Who will she choose to hurt along the way?

Okay, but other than emotional stuff, this book is basically my English midterm for spring 2020, the story that made my English teacher call my parents and make appointments for me with our school nurse, the story that apparently was believable enough so that she was worried if I was gonna be at school after the weekend.

This book is rated mature because of the TWs

Hope you enjoy:)All Rights Reserved

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