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Dear Diary

Membaca 510
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Membaca 510
Suara 45
Bagian 12
Durasi 7m

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TW: Suicidal thoughts, unspecified eating disorder, depression, toxic people (mental abuse), death and suicide

This short story will take you through the life and struggles of a young girl growing up in today's society with additional problems. She has to face the brutal truth, but will she be able to continue, or not? Who will she choose to hurt along the way?

Okay, but other than emotional stuff, this book is basically my English midterm for spring 2020, the story that made my English teacher call my parents and make appointments for me with our school nurse, the story that apparently was believable enough so that she was worried if I was gonna be at school after the weekend.

This book is rated mature because of the TWs

Hope you enjoy:)Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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MAD LOVE

Have you ever encountered mad love? No, not the kind with butterflies in your belly and a sweet thrill, or even the relationship between two loving hearts. This love is different - it's a poison, it destroys life. What should you do if the past does not let go? Where can you hide from feelings bordering on mental illness? How do you escape a man who has become your shadow? No way... It's impossible to escape. It's impossible to hide. Living with it is unbearable. "You won't be happy with anyone, I won't allow it..."