You're my Drug
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  • Reads 1,136
  • Votes 83
  • Parts 9
  • Time 1h 26m
Ongoing, First published Jun 06, 2020
Mature
Unrequited love is Hell. 
All you do is spend your days thinking of someone who will never think of you. You'd do anything for that person, and they'll do nothing for you. You can't forget them, and there's tearing you apart.

Unrequited love is like waiting for an airplane at a train station.

Modern AU!
You were born to be perfect. The perfect daughter. The perfect sister. The perfect college student. The perfect girlfriend. The perfect friend. 
So what happens, when a 6'2, tattooed, 28 years old black haired, far from perfect mistake walks right into your life? 
What's worse, is no matter how hard you try you can't seem to stay away.

*BIG LOVE TO @decontray FOR THE COVER, she's the absolute best!*
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