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1.1 | Each A Little Lost

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autumn broken contemporary genfic null selfharm trauma

❝You already know how this will end.❞

Orion Alsephina is a screwed-up person with a very screwed-up life.

When his best friend, Holden, moves away, his first instinct is to go chasing after his crush - who also happens to be his best friend's girlfriend, Maeve. He's got everything planned out: convince Maeve that Holden doesn't love her anymore, take he to prom, and get a generally happy ending. Well, as happy an ending as a suicidal asshole like him can get.

What he doesn't plan for is the quirky, angst-ridden Autumn Carmichael, whose arms he accidentally falls into after fainting at the airport.

There's a thin line between life and death, and both of them soon discover themselves pushing the boundaries of that line. As they navigate each other's complicated lives, Orion finds himself spiralling further into depression.

Will Autumn be able to save him?

Or will she fall too?

✗

TW // mentions of suicide, self-harm & depression.All Rights Reserved

autumn broken contemporary genfic null selfharm trauma

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Burn Me Right by Nyxiden

Autumn Wraith took a step a 20-year-old shouldn't take. She was naïve for her own ruin. One wrong move, or should we say one wrong article? She writes about him, not knowing her pen was the knife that was going to turn on her. Her life was anchored to the devil. The devil vowed to keep her as his. Will she survive his obsession? Zyler Stone, 27. They say the devil was once an angel. But this man taught tricks to the horn-headed beast himself. What happens when he falls for a girl he vowed to kill? He was supposed to kill her, but for the first time, his hands couldn't fire that gun. He couldn't kill her. Instead, he decided to keep her for himself. The devil went far for her, too far that she couldn't take it. Will she move to hell with him, or will he move heaven and earth for her? Despite his initial intention to silence her, Zyler made her his. Obsessed with every move she made, he watched from the shadows, consumed by a dark desire he couldn't control. As Autumn's life begins to spiral out of control, she realizes that there's no escape from the darkness that surrounds her. In this heart-stopping tale of danger and desire, Autumn and Zyler are pitted against each other in a battle for control. But as their obsession spirals out of control, it becomes clear that only one of them will emerge from the darkness alive.

Dear Diary, by Kittyninja03

This is the story of a girl named Autumn, she is 14 and doesn't have the best home or school life. 5 years ago this wasn't the case, she was a happy, worry-free girl who was always smiling. However, as she got older she realized that life wasn't so worry-free and nothing is all sunshine and rainbows. Her story is going to be told in the form of her diary, as life goes on she has her doubts, will she give up...or will there be something...someONE who can save her.

Don't Speak by StaceySomerville

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The Dead and the Broken by MooLouWrites

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Burn Me Right

Autumn Wraith took a step a 20-year-old shouldn't take. She was naïve for her own ruin. One wrong move, or should we say one wrong article? She writes about him, not knowing her pen was the knife that was going to turn on her. Her life was anchored to the devil. The devil vowed to keep her as his. Will she survive his obsession? Zyler Stone, 27. They say the devil was once an angel. But this man taught tricks to the horn-headed beast himself. What happens when he falls for a girl he vowed to kill? He was supposed to kill her, but for the first time, his hands couldn't fire that gun. He couldn't kill her. Instead, he decided to keep her for himself. The devil went far for her, too far that she couldn't take it. Will she move to hell with him, or will he move heaven and earth for her? Despite his initial intention to silence her, Zyler made her his. Obsessed with every move she made, he watched from the shadows, consumed by a dark desire he couldn't control. As Autumn's life begins to spiral out of control, she realizes that there's no escape from the darkness that surrounds her. In this heart-stopping tale of danger and desire, Autumn and Zyler are pitted against each other in a battle for control. But as their obsession spirals out of control, it becomes clear that only one of them will emerge from the darkness alive.