See you soon
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"I lost everything, I lost you. I'm so stupid. I hope you'll forgive me. "
I smile while tears fall from my eyes onto my journal while writing.
Looking back, I shouldn't have pushed you away, I should've fought, I should've stayed, I should've chosen you.
Now, it's all gone. Your gone. Please be happy, don't worry I'm okay, but not the same.
I miss you. I wish I didn't do that, but now nothing will change.
"Rest well my love. " - Shina
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