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Her 9 to 19

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Time 1h 59m

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Adina, a 9-year-old, is a bubbly girl who enjoys her life, love having fun, loves to play and to make friends. Her dreams are so high. She wanted to touch the sky. Before she can even take the first step, she was pushed down. She was crushed. A flower was crushed, brutally. Her dreams crashed. Her life got shattered. Adina has lost somewhere. She is not Adina anymore. Just a natural evening, a simple job and 15 minutes walk broke Adina, made her no more a little bubbly girl. 

What is it that broke Adina?
What happened that evening?
Will she be able to gather her shattered life?
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"Adina," I heard my mother scream from the Kitchen. I closed my books as I was half-way done with my homework and made my way to the Kitchen. My today's class was fabulous. I've learnt a new lesson. I've learned the 18th table in maths class as well. After all, studying in third class, the 18th table was difficult. Three more subject's homework is left to do. I can complete it after I'm done with my mother's work. 

"Yeah, Mom?" I looked up at my mom as she looked down at me. She was cutting the onions, probably to prepare snacks.

"Dear, go and bring eggs, by a nearby shop. Your brother has gone to the playground. Go and come fast," I heard my mother order me. I nodded at her as she handed over the money to me. I'm just a 9-year-old girl yet I help my mother whenever it was needed. Washing the clothes and utensils, cleaning the house and bringing the necessities whenever my brother will be absent, which happens most often. After all, this is how a middle-class family works. 

I took the money from her and went outside in my black frock. I'm a bubbly girl who loves to play, make friends and dream high. Owing to the facts, I went all the way with a smile on my f ace to a nearby shop, not knowing that I may return with no-more bubbly-girl tag.

💝 Winner-Writer's Award 2020

Warning - DON'T READ IF YOU ARE UNDER DEPRESSION. MY KIND REQUEST.

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Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

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His selfish love by love_angell20

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Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. * TRIGGER WARNING* SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.