ONGOING (ON HIATUS)
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All you wanted was normal, but in a world with abilities, normal is far too unrealistic.
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You were unable to tell dream from reality growing up in the slums just outside of Yokohama city, always fighting for your life, numb to the constant suffering all for the right to live another day. During your time there you had known a group of children your age and got by with them in your darkest times; amongst those in the group, a brother and sister you empathized with more than the rest. However, after an incident, while the other children died they both disappeared and you were alone again.
You thought you deserved it.
Years later, you've found simple work at a tea shop in a small corner in Yokohama, taking impossible shifts to cover your inability to sleep due to your ability which you harbour so much hate for...until you see a face that pulls you back to your past and you make a mistake. You start to believe in the lies and debt of the Port Mafia boss for a simple relief of the part of you you resent the most.
Of course, that's not all the keeps you there.
Akutagawa.
He is familiar, so you can't help but be curious. You both are.
Moreover, after a twist of fate, you also become unexpectedly consumed in another's light.
Atsushi.
He feels safe, and you can't deny the need for it.
Stuck in your mind, when both begin to mean different things to you it's chaos inside turned to insomnia; but who will be the one to grant you true peace of mind in the end?
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Disclaimer: I don't own bungo stray dogs or any of the characters except for you, and the plot.
- this may start off a bit slow.
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Trigger Warnings: the usual in anything bsd.
- I will be using female pronouns.
- I update whenever I can.
- SORRY FOR ANY OOC-NESS
- Your ability in this story is lightly inspired by Edgar Allan Poe's poem "A Dream".
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Thank you to Mar (@marster_) for making me this cover.
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"𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩, 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙢"
Reminder: ⚠️
Various BSD x Male Reader/Executive Male Reader insert
Angst + Romance
3/3 acts completed
Started: 24/03/2022
Ended: 12/10/2022
Being his superior is truely making you tired
He attempted to break free, but the fall was once again a never-ending loop. For the male, the pain was bearable, but for you, it was excruciating. But it wasn't your predicament that occurred; it was his. Dazai's circumstances has not yet devolved into hopelessness. He doubted about the height and the vulnerability of his physique before to the crash. He'd be still on the ground, surrounded by horrified citizens. Coughs of blood erupted when the horrors were committed. Even though you were there with your eyes open, all you could see was black. Your vision was unaffected. You were relieved that he was okay since his body sprang to its feet as if nothing had happened, but were you?
Those dreadful memories flood your mind at random intervals, causing you to lose concentrate on the tasks you were given. You've become too soft, and you've taken on too much responsibility for yourself. Falling down when leaning against a wall. You tied your breathing while holding your head to your knees. You were known as the Port Mafia's key, the Port Mafia's answer, and the Port Mafia's power source. You, on the other hand, wanted the solution for yourself. Why can't you answer your own questions if you've answered queries from others honestly? You were curious as to why and how you had become so mentally weakened.
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