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Pretty Little Fears

Cookie_Queen_15

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Reads 44
Votes 4
Parts 4
Time <5 mins

Cookie_Queen_15

abuse angerissues change death depression friendsandfamily god grieving love selfharm teen

Ashley Barnett knows all to well that depression is a deep black hole that swallows up all your emotions leaving only anger,pain,fear and grieve in its wake.

She knows what it feels like to have life swallow you up whole and spit you back out in peices. When family and friends turn on you and when you lose everything, is all to familiar to her.

What happens when a death of a loved one is the last straw and life becomes unbearable? What happens when life is about to shoot its hardest shot and all her pretty little fears become reality?All Rights Reserved

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Devil May Cry ✔

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