With Her
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Last published Wed, Sep 10, 2014
She makes me feel so special. Just hours before now she humiliated me in front of the whole cafeteria. Everyday she constantly made me feel like a waste of space. Everyday she made me contemplate ending it all. And today like everyday for almost 6 months she sneaks over to my place at 2 a:m. As she kisses my neck I hate her and I also know that I don't. I love her more than I love myself. I love her unconditionally. And I know she loves me, and if I do decide to end it all she'd be devastated. I think about how if the world imploded right now, there is absolutely no place on the face of the Earth that I'd rather be than in her arms. As my radio plays, and my TV blares I realize this...... this is euphoric. This is the absolute meaning of Euphoria.
A teenage girl broods over her relationship with her girlfriend. I don't know if I should make this a series. You guys tell me.
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