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Musings of an Insomniac

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Just a place to get out everything that goes through my head when I'm lying awake at night. Trust me, there's a lot. 
 Also, a lot of it will be dark. If you're not into that stuff (or even if you are) but read this anyway, I am eternally grateful that you have set aside the time, but you've been warned. On that note, enjoy!All Rights Reserved

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The Devil's Angel by SheylynMaertz

It was a Sunday night, family night for the Greens. They were playing a board game when it happened. At exactly 11:11 pm; a time for wishes, a sixteen year old girl wished for true love one day. At that exact moment her window smashed and something flew into her room. It was a flock of them; they attracted the house and only took one thing: the girl. She remembers it clearly, the way she screamed scared out of her mind. The way it grabbed her waist and took off. She remembers screaming for help but no one came to her rescue. Oh how she wishes that she left her safety knife in her room. Then they would be safe. Her family! She just hopes they were fine, but the conclusion that she was taken says that her family would be back to normal soon. She sighs and thinks over her life. From a little kid she was always the loner. But her family loved her to death. It all changed when she turned ten. The world was changing. She remembers the exact day at the exact time. Her birthday; she calls it the hell day. Something bad always happens on her birthday and that year was the worst so far. On February 20/2020 at exactly 2:20 On the news they had let out the horrible announcement. Scientist's experiments had gone wrong. They call them the "Stone Devils". They were escaping from the labs and into our world. Made of stone and all male. Winged creatures that come into the night. Steal and kill their prey. That's what she heard but she didn't believe it until a few nights ago. (kinda like the movie Warm Bodies)

Worship (Light Turner x [M] Reader) by denkuleLegolas

This is an extremely dark fanfiction, dabbling in themes such as suicide, self harm, murder, torture, and rape. If any of these themes trigger you, please refrain from reading this. If you're easily upset, I would also advise you not to read. If they do not, you're in for a treat. You start off in your own house, where your mother shocks you. You've been sold off to the mysterious, handsome and hot Light Turner (from the Live Action Death Note movie). He leads you to his basement, fear and arousal tingling in your jeans. Here, after some fooling around ;), he reveals, that he is Kira, God of the New World. This escalates into an epic journey, in which you're imprisoned behind the scenes of the Race between Light and master Detective L (from Death Note Anime). You're living as Light's little plaything.

Fly High by morggie98

I hadn't thought it would be this way. That I would end up in a place like this. That I would end up in... Hell.

Broken by izzyicee

Broken. I'd say that's a good way to describe me. Even as the world fell to pieces, I still desperately tried to collect mine, hoping that maybe I could put myself back together. But when the world turned evil and dark, and insanity fell upon the innocent, I had no choice but to build a new Beth. A new girl. That way, no matter how many people I was forced to kill, I wouldn't shatter. Excerpt: The mistakes of your past will affect your future. I've figured that out over the years of mistakes I've seen bleed from my parents. I don't really know how to describe the consequences of those mistakes, because you can see them all over my body. You can see the bruises from the beatings and the pain flashing in my eyes. The moment you realize I won't smile at you because you're a man who could potentially overpower me and harm me... it's heartbreaking for some people. I've gotten used to the belt lashes and the screaming and the crying and the rejection. So much so that when it was taken away, that scared little girl inside of me tore through my walls, and I broke. Yet, after all the crap I saw and the suffering I endured without the help of my parents, I realized I could handle it. I could shove away the terrified me and fight. I could fight for my friends, and for my sister. Maybe I'll die, maybe I won't. But either way, I'm going to fight to survive until I draw my final breath.

"Was I even good enough for you?" //Dream + Dnf angst?// by ScarletIsFound

What if techno never broke dream out? It's been almost 5 years since they locked him up, 5 years without seeing the world. Just a plain dark room filled with hot lava. It's been way too long. He was losing his mind. That's when Quackity had gone too far and made Dream lose his memories. Now all the boy remembers where those bad memories of the people he cared about leaving him and the awful things he had done to them. He didn't want to remember it. He wanted it all to end. No more Dream. And his wish actually came true. As the members on the server had voted whether Dream would be executed or spared. Majority voted for his execution and so it'll be. Right when his execution was happening someone had crashed the 'party' right on time and was able to rescue him. Though he questioned why this man was helping him after all those awful things he did. "Why are you helping me? "Doesn't everyone hates me" _______________ Some TW: . Death . Blood . Torture(Gore) . Cannibalism . Suicide attempts . Eating disorder . Execution I'll put more through the book to make sure you'll know what will happen. Also this is my first ever dream angst book so bare with me. S.D: November 4, 2022 E.D: May 24, 2023 (Edit 1: Tysm for 16K views💗) (Edit 2: I regret making this)

𝙰 𝚅𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜'𝚜 𝙶𝚞𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚕... by PlayingWithFire1453

Have you ever had one of those terrible yet annoyingly pivotal moments? You know, that monumental fragment of time that flips everything you have ever known. That plot twist second that completely takes you by surprise. The one just before the storm hits and everything goes to hell. Yes? Because you see, that moment happens to be my whole damn life. It wasn't always like this though. I used to have a pretty mundane existence, happy to just get good grades and be around my friends. God I wish I could get that simplicity back, I'd never complain it was boring again. But I know I'm not going to ever get back my old life because well... I died. (Kinda) But I woke up. And I was thrilled, beyond grateful I wasn't dead. But then I realized that there was one minor detail that had changed about my reality. I was given the chance to live but it turns out I woke up as the villainess in an otome game my friend used to be obsessed with - Kingdom of freaking Hearts (I added the freaking in there for effect, it's just Kingdom of Hearts) Where, for the record, the villainess only has two possible endings 1) execution and 2) getting exiled. So Fate was like, "Don't worry, I'll save you. Here's a chance to live" and then was like "psyche, screw you. You're still going to die but I'll let you suffer a little first." So now, if only to annoy Fate by proving it wrong, I am determined to survive. I can and I will if I play by these simple rules: 1) Befriend Heroin 2) Avoid Aryn Edwards at All Costs as well as other capture targets And 3) Be the top student at the academy and become an invaluable asset to my Kingdom so I become indispensable, thus unkillable. I'm determined, stubborn, persistent and I will live passed 16. Fate made a big mistake setting me up to die. Since it threw this plot twist at me, I figure I'll return the favor. I'll be the biggest plot twist Fate never saw coming...

The Impostor among us by RoxyColaco

Have you ever imagined after a Thursday night with your friends or even your family, waking up in a dark room with five other strangers? Or even seeing that movie "Escape Room" and have a dream where you have to try and survive crazy obstacles that are trying to kill you? You didn't? Oh, you got lucky, because after a normal Thursday night, I woke up in a room with six strangers and was forced to play a sick game. Sure games are fun and enjoyable, a little competition here and there and friendly competition of course, where no one gets hurt. Well the game we played was anything but friendly, at least we were friendly to each other. Or that's what I thought, before one of them stabbed me, and betrayed me and the others. I guess one of us was pretending and lying, being an imposter among us. To know who did it and what happened to all of us you can read our story. I hope you enjoy it, like one of us did. Uh, and I almost forgot one thing, don't get attached.

The Dark Poems In My Head by BookOfSpecialThings

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Afterlife by amazing_waffles

Dead is not all rainbows and butterflies. It's not 'better than living'. You are not 'free' or 'better off'. You're just not. So what is it like? Think of it as the ultimate game of tag. One Grim Reaper after another, and if you're caught, you die...again. But what if you suddenly fall head over heels for someone who hates you? What if he tries to kill you? What if you are partnered with him to capture a serial killer? I'd like to know the answers to those questions too. Maybe I'll find some light in all this darkness. Or, maybe, nothing will turn out the way I want. Maybe I'll be killed. Maybe I'll die again. Maybe I'll be rejected. Maybe it isn't such a good idea to be so optimistic sometimes because I'm sure nothing will turn out the way I want.

The Oath Of Happiness by _Sandra_Evermore_

They say when you wish for something with your heart, it'll come true one day , usually in an unexpected way But was it actually true? When 3 protagonist who are getting accustomed to their new surroundings are met with the other 3 protagonist who turn their lives upside down That's where the chaos start Just as they are getting closer and life looks better fate played it's tragical game and they are faced with numerous uninvited problems What are they going to do when they are turned against eachother? How will the cards play out? Join their journey filled with chaos, suspense, stupidity and many embarassing moments to find out ... English is not my first language, feel free to point out mistakes if there any I added many parts or information which I'm not sure about so correct me if I'm wrong at any point Warning: not fully edited _

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The Devil's Angel

It was a Sunday night, family night for the Greens. They were playing a board game when it happened. At exactly 11:11 pm; a time for wishes, a sixteen year old girl wished for true love one day. At that exact moment her window smashed and something flew into her room. It was a flock of them; they attracted the house and only took one thing: the girl. She remembers it clearly, the way she screamed scared out of her mind. The way it grabbed her waist and took off. She remembers screaming for help but no one came to her rescue. Oh how she wishes that she left her safety knife in her room. Then they would be safe. Her family! She just hopes they were fine, but the conclusion that she was taken says that her family would be back to normal soon. She sighs and thinks over her life. From a little kid she was always the loner. But her family loved her to death. It all changed when she turned ten. The world was changing. She remembers the exact day at the exact time. Her birthday; she calls it the hell day. Something bad always happens on her birthday and that year was the worst so far. On February 20/2020 at exactly 2:20 On the news they had let out the horrible announcement. Scientist's experiments had gone wrong. They call them the "Stone Devils". They were escaping from the labs and into our world. Made of stone and all male. Winged creatures that come into the night. Steal and kill their prey. That's what she heard but she didn't believe it until a few nights ago. (kinda like the movie Warm Bodies)