Curse of September

"Pain," it will always be attached to the word "Love" because when you feel this emotion, you can't stop yourself from all the expectations which can also disappoint you in the process.

However, some people still achieve happiness despite getting hurt but in my case, no matter what I do, I'll always end up alone and broken by the man I love.

Some says it's a curse, and I can't help not to ask if, "Once a curse is set, can it still be undone?"

But do curses really exist or is it just all a coincidence?

But in the first place, why does September have to make me suffer and make me experiece heartaches?

Is it really just a coincidence? But if it really is, why does it keep on repeating?

Will it end? Will I find someone that'll stay? Will I get to have an endgame who I'll spend my lifetime with or will I be just left alone til eternity?

My experiences make me question everything and I can't help myself not to doubt about my future love because when you get hurt, it's difficult to rise again and love another.

I just hope that someday, I'll finally be with someone to grow up with...

Without getting haunted by the "curse"