It started when I was 19 years old. It started with a simple lie, like a wild fire suddenly burning the whole town. Like a thunder suddenly striking an innocent tree. Like a seemingly nice kid who grew up to be a religious prick suddenly turns into an atheist. It was midnight and my heart thump so fast, it came as fast as a leopard, it came with the form of panic attack. The question linger in my mind like a food that's waiting for you to eat, like a pool waiting to be swim. I never consider myself a liar, a thief, a mischief, a rogue. I was once an angel, a beautiful boy who lives in a small town near the lake. I was considered one of the religious boy who likes to go to church. Hang around ardent boys like me. But it was just the start. I was a liar, a thief, a broken piece, a mischief.