A Broken Diary
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Ongoing23m
Last published Mon, Dec 21, 2020
Find yourself through my words.
Are you different too?
You're Misunderstood ain't ya? Blamed? Trashed?
And you still an optimist?
Oh! This one's for you.
You'll understand yourself better reading this. Get to know yourself more
"A messed up person who struggles with OCD . Still a happy one with all the mental struggles.Just thinking about something will drain your energy if you're not careful enough.Thoughts runnin in circles amd nothing else."
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