A Broken Diary
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Find yourself through my words.
Are you different too?
You're Misunderstood ain't ya? Blamed? Trashed?
And you still an optimist?
Oh! This one's for you.
You'll understand yourself better reading this. Get to know yourself more
"A messed up person who struggles with OCD . Still a happy one with all the mental struggles.Just thinking about something will drain your energy if you're not careful enough.Thoughts runnin in circles amd nothing else."
#ocd #tiredofthis #diary #journal #energy #overthinking #lonely #love #romance #lovejournal #depression #depressed
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so, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been so exhausted. I'm not better, I'm not sure if i ever will be, but I'm not numb, not entirely. I can't say how I'm feeling, or what i am going to write, but if you want it, it's here. This is for you. For everyone who was made to be the villain by those meant to be by their sides. For everyone with a sensitive heart made to grow strong much too quickly. For everyone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning. For everyone who never could find the words to say why. For everyone who struggles to feel and for everyone who feels too much. For everyone who had to pick themselves back up. For everyone who had to parent themselves. For everyone fighting an invisible battle. For everyone who has been underestimated. For everyone who has to flee to other worlds to cope. For everyone who found other means to silence their voices. For everyone who was silenced. For everyone who was over powered. For everyone who was made to be less. For everyone who had to watch someone else suffer and stay silent. For everyone asking themselves, why? Why would you do this? What did I do? Why is this happening to me? It was never your fault.Complete
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Eddie Munson Oneshots
self explanatory, will try to write 100 of these. any requests, email, iiluvkarinaa@gmail.com
Just a random girl who has a shattered life 🫂 I post almost daily and if not I'm sorry for not being so active. Just keep a little patience and I'll be back with some awesome content ✧ About me: A girl who has picture perfect love but somehow ends up getting her heart broken ♛ What made me want to write? Wanted to make other people feel that they're not alone with all these messed up feelings ✿
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