~DESPAIR~ | Dekuyama
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  • Reads 18,378
  • Votes 539
  • Parts 17
  • Time 45m
Complete, First published Jun 09, 2020
(Cover art by me)


Ok so pretty much, Aoyama doesn't feel any emotions at all. But he acts like he always does during school and hides him being emotionless very well. Soon, Aoyama starts feeling something towards Deku. 

𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦...

But he knows that Uraraka and Deku like each other. Aoyama needs to get rid of Uraraka, somehow...
Before it's too late. 

The plot idea comes from Yandere Simulator (go check out the video game it's pretty cool)

Characters from Horikoshi (Boku no hero academia) y'all should've known that already if your reading this.
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