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Dead to the world

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abuse boy british britishboy bullied dead death depressed depression fight girl highschool love outcast redhead romance sad struggle suicidal suicide

I don't want to feel pain I thought tears streamed down my cheeks with blurry vision my shaky hands tightened my hold   putting the gun to my head I felt a cold spot were it rested  my fingers slowly put more  pressure on the trigger I closed my eyes  "No more pain..." I whispered "No more..." click...      ------------

She's an outcast that doesn't fit in. Analise is bullied for the scars on her face and body something she can't control. Nobody notices her but at the same time everybody does. Especially when her primary attacker is golden boy Josh but everything changes when another boy makes an appearance in Analise life is it a good thing or a bad thing?

WARNING; this story is copyright protected and has content dealing with suicide & abuse including violence and harsh language  for more information on sucide prevention go to www.yourlifeyourvoice.org  where your voice can be heard.All Rights Reserved

abuse boy british britishboy bullied dead death depressed depression fight girl highschool love outcast redhead romance sad struggle suicidal suicide

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